Friday, August 27, 2010
Jumaat yang Cuti (not for me!)
in fact, kerja pun jadi tak semangat tau tak? tak produktif dan anti-proaktif. selangor dan wilayah sebelah-sebelah je kot?? saye ni duk kat selangor kot??? kenapeeeee laaa.. tak aciiiiiii....!!!!!
Thursday, August 26, 2010
tiap sesuatu ada hikmahnya :)
Selepas nestapa pasti kegembiraan menjelma
Selepas Allah berikan kita gelap pasti akan datang terang
Allah berikan terang untuk bersyukur
Allah berikan kita gelap untuk bersabar
Kadang-kadang Allah beri kita hujan
Kita tanya mana matahari
Rupa-rupanya Allah nak bagi kita pelangi
Kadang-kadang Allah beri kita malam yang pekat
Kita tanya mana bulan
Rupa-rupanya Allah nak bagi kita lihat bintang
Allah patahkan hati kita untuk selamatkan jiwa kita
Allah patahkan hati kita untuk kuatkan diri kita..."
eh itu bukan hasil nukilan saye. saye copy paste je hehe tp memang ada kebenarannya. perkara ini la yg berlaku ke atas kite, sekeliling kite. dulu saye sering merasa sedih, selalu bertanya, kenape saye tak dapat ape yg saye nak? kenape? apa kurangnya saye? kenape saye kena lalui ni semua? untuk apa? di mana penghujungnya kekecewaan ini?
sekarang ni, Alhamdulillah. dengan apa yang saya ada hari ni, saye bersyukur. saye lebih menghargai apa yg saye ada sekarang ni. saye lebih kuat. saye lebih rasional. walaupun saye masih byk kekurangan, tapi saye ada kemajuan nak banding dengan saye pada suatu ketika dahulu. Alhamdulillah.... :)
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
suke tak terkate! :)
smlm aku pergi jemput dia kat airport. eheh konon nak surprise tak nak kasi tau die. tp dia dah ternampak member lg sorang ni yg jemput boipren die jugak, mcm ckp ngn org di sebalik tiang (aku la tu). so die da boleh agak aku dtg. alahai, dah cube dah menyorok di sebalik tiang yg besau gedabak tu, tp die bole rase jugak aku pi amek die. haihh.. dah semat la bile sampai airport. cit, katenye nak ajak potong rambut yg serabai bagai tu kat sini sekali ngan aku. tgk2 dah potong. spike2 giteww.. at least semat then before. huh
perasaan? huh berbunga2 mekar di sebidang ladang laa heheh 5 bulan lebih woi aku tak tgk muka die! siap dah lupa dah tang mana kawah jerawat kat muka die tu terletak hahaha! kidding2..
aku ingatkan takkan dapat peluang nak buka puasa dgn dia tahun ni. Alhamdulillah, ade jugak kesempatan. harini incik sailor akan pulang ke rumahnya di Selama, Kedah. tah bila la agaknye kite dapat nak jumpa lagi lepas ni. tp xpe, saye bahagia dah dapat jumpe awak smlm :)
terima kasih incik sailor coz sanggup forego tiket ke Penang kul 6ptg smlm semata-mata nak buka puase dgn awek awak yg mereng nih! haha :')
saye sayang awak!
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Doesnt mean I dont love you
by Trent Willmon
When I walk out on our war
The last shot fired to slam the door
When I cant take it anymore
And I take a drive
When the words that I just spoke
Are aimed straight for your throat
When I should hold you but I dont
And just turn out the light
It doesnt mean Im done
It doesnt mean Im giving up on us
It doesnt mean our love
Doesnt mean everything
Cause it does
Doesnt mean Im gone
Even when I do the things
That I hate that I do
It doesnt mean I dont love
When the words you need dont cross my lips
When I forget a goodbye kiss
When you feel last on my list
For the hundredth time
When Im out late with all my friends
I lose track of time and dont check in
When Im wrong and I know I am
And dont apologize
It doesnt mean Im done
It doesnt mean Im giving up on us
It doesnt mean our love
Doesnt mean everything
Cause it does
Doesnt mean Im gone
Even when I do the things
That I hate that I do
It doesnt mean I dont love you
More than you'll ever know
More than I let it show
Me being me can be hard on us both
Doesnt mean Im gone
Even when I do the things
That I hate that I do
It doesnt mean I dont love you
It doesnt mean I dont love you :)
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
:)
Monday, August 2, 2010
I miss you so terribly, but I'm still here waiting :)
This certainty is that you love me,
And somehow we'll make it through,
I'll fight to the ends of the earth,
Just to get to you.
This ache that's in my heart,
Is how much I miss you every day,
Growing more unbearable,
The longer you're gone away.
This feeling that brings me happiness,
Is a love nothing can erase,
What is shared between us,
Is something no one could replace.
I wish to give you all of me,
Show you both the good and the bad,
Share my life with you forever,
Through moments happy or sad.
I miss you so terribly,
When we're kept so far apart,
But I'm still here waiting,
And I love you with all my heart.
hope to see u soon, dear..